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don make promises whn u cant keep it.. hearing u make promises n tellin me sweet stuff i admit it makes me happy.. but whn u cant keep it it jus hurts me even more.. no pt saying sorry whn rite aft sayin sorry u jus forget wad u jus promised me n make e same mistake all over again.. mayb u din forget.. mayb its jus tat soccer n everyting else in ur life is much more impt den showin me love.. u don hv to follow strictly to wad i wan u to do.. u nd not jus give me kisses onli b4 u slp.. at times u can b flexible n do stuff on ur own accord..
though i noe u're sorry for wad u've done.. but sayin sorry is not enuf.. saying sorry doesnt mean that e insecure feeling within me would jus creep away.. i cant tink of stuff to make myself happy.. even if u give me lotsa money to go shop would not make me happy.. bcos not knowing how deep ur love for me is just engulfs all my happiness.. seeing happy couples on e street n i look back at us who now looks so much more lik strangers jus hurts me even more.. where hv all the happy times gone to? how come we're no longer happy whn we're out tgt? no more cuddling no more intimacy.. it even seems lik u're afraid to come close to me.. where is e xin fu feeling i've experienced b4? mayb its cos we've been tgt for quite smtime so we seldom do such stuff anm.. but if u recall we've onli been tgt for 8mths.. its such a short time n our love fades so fast.. it reali scares me to tink wad would our future be like..
isit reali that diff for u to show me a teeny bit of love? do i not deserve it?
yes i am EMO tis whole week.. i duno y but i jus cant help but feel tis way.. i wish i can be happy too.. but sadness is all i can feel..
oh well.. i'm sorry i caused u to be troubled jus now.. i don wish to hurt u or add on to ur burden.. i jus wish tat whn all e troubles are weighing me down i can share dem wif u.. hoping u wld usd.. its not always tat whn i kick up a big fuss means i deliberately wanna quarrel wif u so i could meet other guys.. i don wan u to feel bad i jus wanna get it off my chest.. i guess its better to jus keep all my troubles to myself.. saying it out would jus cause the person i love to get hurt n miserable.. sometimes, things nd not be said so clearly.. its better to jus forgive n forget...