dear went for his uni talk todae.. n whn i met him aft his talk all he could talk abt was STUDY STUDY STUDY.. wad's e big fuss anw.. its jus goin back to sch.. not like he hasnt gone to sch b4.. so y is he so paranoid.. its jus a transition from slacking life to sch life.. isit tt diff? y mus he give himself so much stress? i noe due to pressure from his parents he needs and wants to do well.. tt i usd.. but doin well doesnt mean givin urself so much stress n start plannin ur study schedule whn sch hasnt even started.. plus he hasnt even found a job yet.. nth is comfirmed yet.. so y stress himself n make me stress too..
i want to have a future with him.. but i'm not sure if i can withstand not being able to c him as n whn i like.. not knowing wad he's doin in sch.. i wish to b e understanding gf u wan.. but i duno if i can b tt understanding.. i duno if i can meet ur expectations of me.. i'm worried.. stress.. even b4 e start of e sch term.. i want to be there for u when ur sch wk overloads u n there's no space for u to breathe.. i wish to be by ur side yet i don wanna be a burden to u..
i duno wad would happen to us whn his uni starts.. guess as long as we can overcome e first hurdle n i control my longing to c him den things would be fine..
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