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getting back tgt with andy i'm not sure if i'l be happy or not.. i duno if i'l be able to experience the sweet feeling of being in love.. mayb i would.. mayb i won.. prob he would jus treat me e SAME old way again.. wadeva it is.. i chose tis path n i hv to bear the consequences.. be it good or bad.. as long as he doesnt do anting wrong to hurt our rls den its fine..

i feel lik a stranger in his house now.. there's nth which belongs to me here.. no trace of me.. it no longer has the warmth feeling.. i can no longer call this my second home.. our picture.. my clothes.. my nail polish are all gone from his hse.. back into my own home.. i used to be happy coming to his house.. happy being able to talk to his bro or dad who always talks alot.. but at least they make me feel lik we're one family, they accept me.. except his mom la.. smtimes she seems ok.. whn she ask me to take dinner.. cut fruits n offer me sm.. but whn she saes stupid stuff or treats andy badly i seriously jus wanna slap her f* face.. she don lik me don wanna talk much to me its ok la.. i can accept.. but i cant accept the fact tat she act encouraged her son to go out wif another gals! wth.. wad kinda stupid mom is taT? i made a mistake.. yes.. i admit its my fault n i'm guily n sorry abt it.. but as his mom i believe she should be teachin her son the RIGHT stuff.. n not ask him to do wrong.. thru tis can act they she is e revengeful type.. wad ppl do to her she'l do e same ting back.. haha.. wad a fucked up mom.. sorry to sae tis.. but she's seriously FUCKED up!

5:23 pm